Shit Happens
To see me doesn't mean to understand
to know me doesn't mean to know all of me
fake people all around me
nowhere to hide
i'm so sick of pretending
i’d do anything right now to get outta this life fact is i'm a coward
scared of my shadow
to walk the halls with my head held high
nope, i could tell you the # of tiles from class to class
everyone asks me questions but only few want to hear why
i cant explain what i feel
i cant explain what i don't
i don't understand my life anymore
nothing was ever clear cut
but now everythings all fucked up
im scared im gonna lose him but to afraid to ask
i dont know what to do or say
is i should express anything at all
im scared he wont know how to react to me and that he just might give up
im so tired of beating around a bush
scared i love him
expect too much of him
about him
no one fucking understands no matter what
its just that kinda relationship in the back of their minds
but its not to me its more and shit its scary